Thursday, October 27, 2011

SOS

I'm so, so weak.
And I feel like everything is falling apart.
And I feel so incapable.
But it's like.  What else can I do?
School doesn't prepare me for life.
Being with Nathan and other people does.
I don't need to 'learn more' from books.
I need more experiences.
Because I am SO fucked when it comes to being social.
I don't know what I'm going to do.


Like a wave rushin over me,
I'm drowning,
But I don't even struggle.
I'm a goner.
and I don't even care.

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