You're REALLY Asking for it.

You really want to go through this again?

Maybe I shouldn’t say again.

Again implies it’s happened the same way before..

This time it’d be different.

This time I’d be the reason YOU hurt someone.

Not the other way around.

This is appealing because I can make you the bad guy.

I hate being the bad guy.

Maybe you’d feel what I feel.

But maybe she’s right,

Maybe I shouldn’t even bother, I shouldn’t even waste my time.

You want control, and baby, you got it.

But you know what?

I’m not going to let you really have it this time.

I’m going to make you try harder than you’ve ever tried before,

And right before you give up, I’m going to pull back and fuck you over.

I’m going to turn to the boy who really loves me,

And shove it in your face.

I’ve been tip-toeing around up until now,

Trying to please everyone else.

Well you know what?

It’s fucking time to please myself.

You can suck it.

J