I just wanna wake up..

Trying to clear my mind would be nice,

But trying to do so by playing some Mae and writing a blog?

Not exactly useful. 

I want to be happy.

And I am.

When I’m with him, around him, and loving him.

But I’m not happy when we’re apart,

I feel like something’s missing.

You filled that hole,

Until it became apparent to me I can’t live without him.

You were fun,

You were a totally different experience.

You were good.

Until I decided to go back and forth.

Which happened a lot.

Why did you stick around?

Girls are bat shit crazy, according to you and that graph you drew me..

But you continue to choose to deal with me,

Doesn’t that make YOU crazy too?

I sure hope so.

I hate being alone in things.