She’s everything I aim to be,
But everything I’m not.
I will not compete with her.
I will not even try.
But honestly, I want to know intentions?
Purely innocent, purely hopeful?
Or anger, jealousy and hate?
That’s what I want to know.
Why do I always end up the jealous one?
Why me?
Why can’t I get over it and move on.
Why can’t I be happy for you?
1 comment:
You aren't her, and she may be thinks you're not, but she's not better than you, nor are you better than her. Perhaps they suit each other, maybe they're both just looking for comfort. Either way, you have to work on not letting it bother you, try not to think about it. You can't just "get over it". Things aren't that simple, but you can seperate yourself. Walk away, focus on other things. Make lists, distractions, write. You have to focus on letting go. Get angry, it's okay to be angry at them, and it will help you let go...just don't let anger take over. Let anger push certain emotions away, but then you have to let the anger die out too. Just hang on, keep trying. It's okay to be the jealous one. You're going to learn from this and grow stronger Jenna. Love you.
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