101%

So you think this is the best I can do? So you think this is my 101% effort. Well let me just prove you wrong. I am not giving as much effort as I need to...as I WANT to. But you know what? That will change. I assure you, it will change. Because I finally understand what it's all about. And you know what? The weathers getting better. My day is looking up. And you wanna know something that's made me smile every second of every minute of today? Nathan and I have been dating for 5 months. now I know that doesn't sound like a lot, but look it at it this way: This is my first boyfriend. He's amazing and I know he can be an asshole, and I know he's lazy, but he's better than me most of the time. He knows where he's going. So thank god. (I might post later tonight)