What to do.. What to do?

FUTURE WARNING: Pissy...ness...may occur:

So, Molly made a good point today while I was being annoyed of the fact I'm stuck at home. She never got to go anywhere. She got pissed when I explained she didn't want to go anywhere QUITE as much as me. I'm sorry, but it's in my blood to get sick of being here. I would of explained to her (if i could of that,) i would be spending most of my days outside away from here. That is very very very apparent in summer. I come home for lunch some days, but I'm gone past 11 till it gets dark. I love my room and my house and my backyard, but I can't be stuck here. This is why I hate winter. The earth gets so fuckng cold you can't do anything unless you're wearing restrictive clothing. You also can't ride your bike anywhere. Oh and did I mention snow? It either melts and makes everything wet, or sticks around and makes transportation nearly impossible. Anyway. the point is still: i have to be able to get out, once in a while. Obviously, I have no car or ride. So I can walk around right? NOPE. I'm 'sick' (I am but not THAT sick) So I'm not allowed to go anywhere, anyway. Goddamn. (Sorry if that was a minor trigger)
Moving....On....
I have an amazing idea: I'm going to start a notebook. Each page is dedicated to a song. On the page I will describe the song, give an explanation of the lyrics, explain why i like it and why it's in the book. Then I might explain what memories i associate with it, the mood of the entire song (not counting the lyrics), and just my overall opinion of it. What pisses me off, is that I'll start it, but never completely do it. God. Why am I so lazy? Maybe I'll just actually do this. To prove myself wrong. I think it's what I need.
I have some things I need to get done. This includes:
+ read TKMB (to get ahead)
+ take 3 good pics and post them
+ write a poem or a paragraph/essay
+ calm down. (first and foremost)

So I'll probably go play ddr or blast some music first. or maybe just dance in general (not like david boey...sp?)

I LOVE 89X!

Cya guys: i'll post more tonight!