You're breaking me down,
Further than anyone before.
I never knew I could sink this low.
But there is nothing pleasant to look forward to,
If you're gone.
I don't understand what is making you want to leave.
You seemed to be content with me,
And I was beyond happy with you.
I guess there were lies and deception,
That got right past my walls.
I was so stupid.
I was so stupid to think that everything was alright.
I was so stupid to think that I could really be this happy,
And that it would last forever.
I made plans too soon.
And that scared you..
But what scares me, is that you didn't tell me.
You let it keep going until you reached your breaking point.
Why didn't you just tell me?
Why is communication always a problem with everyone?
I really needed you the past few days,
And you've been no where to be found.
You said I'd see you tonight,
But now you're going back on that.
What is time going to do for you except delay,
What I guess is the inevitable now?
You're keeping me waiting and sobbing to myself,
And I don't even know if this is going to end.
I don't want it too, but you told me
That after this sort of argument, it's over.
We can keep it going for a few weeks,
But we'll both 'know' it's over.
But you keep forgetting that I am different.
That you are different..
We are two people we weren't just a few months ago.
There's been such a transition into adulthood you're refusing to see.
I want to become a woman for you.
And you're cutting that short.
We haven't had enough time.
There will never be enough time..
We're wasting it as I type this stupid plea out.
I'm just so angry that the first thing that's made me feel alive and safe,
Is being taken from me, so abruptly, for a reason i can't understand.
I can't do this anymore.
I can't function like this.
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