Feeling like floating on air,

Just on the fringe of tears

Distantly calling.

Always asking.

Knuckles' bruised from knocking.

Skin raw, blisters forming.

I am relentless.

Wonder perpetuating in the background

I want to know the whys and hows.

I want to explore your being.
You are a riddle I want to solve.
You are a string I want to untangle
I know that your knots shape you,
But I want simplicity and clarity.
Selfish as that may be..

I want to know everything.

Even the terrifying.

Even the immoral, inexcusable feelings.

I want you to open up.

I want the door to swing open, 

the gate to rise, 

the guards to step aside.

Please unlock and let me in?