Set me straight.

this is what you'll get..




You will hold me accountable.
You won't let me lie.
You will always be watching
You won't let me get away.

You know my past.
You know I've done.
You don't entirely trust me
And that's where everything is completely and utterly different.

I don't want to go to the zoo.
I don't want to go to prom.
I don't want to go to school.
I don't want to be here anymore.

I'm so fucking sick of myself,
And I don't know how to change,
So I'm not.
I just want to be done.
So, completely done.

I don't want to fight anymore.
I want to go back,
Not right the wrongs,
Just not make the same mistakes twice.

I DID make decisions.
I DID make mistakes.
I DID fuck up a fuck ton,
But for some reason that's not enough.
For some reason I'm not enough.


You wanted me out of my box..
Go back.
Don't go back.
I need this.
And I really need you too.

Your perception of family
Is the exact opposite of mine.
I don't HAVE a family.
I have a slight memory of people that USED to have "parties"
And USED to bother calling.
Then they all realized how fucked up they were.

I don't know how to act.
You say act like yourself.
I don't know who I am.
You say they already like me,
Who's to say I won't fuck that up?
Who's to say they're starting to NOT like me,
Because I won't fucking come around.
Who's to say?

I need you to be more gentle.
I need you to be more aware.
I need you to see what I've done thus far.
I need you to accept what I am.


I need someone to hold me without words.
I need someone to kiss me on the forehead.
I need someone to let me let go.
I need someone to pull me back.