I guess I'm just afraid of myself again,
And I don't want to think.
Thinking always leads to the sadness.
And I'm beginning to despise that.
Sometimes I'll get the little glimmers of hope and happiness.
All I want to do is learn more, gain more, know more, have more.
And then something comes in or out and ruins it.
Completely ruins it.
I just wish I could take back my childhood and relive it.
Make different decisions.
I don't like who I am now.
But it's too late to change what damage I've already done.
Of course, that doesn't have to mean it's the end..
I don't think it's too late to change what I am.
So this is me changing.
Stay with me and help me, please?
I need you. yes you,
Whoever you are reading this,
To stick by me and help me when I need it.
Because god, I'm going to need it.
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