These things I'll never say..

Yes I miss you.
You were a huge part of my life.
But I've made a good decision.
I know you're hurting right now.
I know you're going to keep hurting,
But it's going to get better somehow, some way.
And it sucks to see you didn't realize what you had, while you still had it.
If anything, I hope it's a lesson for you.
It's been a huge lesson for me.
Stay strong though.
I know you're not doing such a great job.
I know you'll never fully heal.
Hell, I couldn't even help you.
But.
I loved you.
And I still love you.
But now it's all out of my control.
I know that you keep telling me these things,
But maybe you should take your own advice.
Please stay strong.
You can do it.
I promise.