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Because when I see either of you.
I am ignored or worshipped.
I gave him my trust again.
I gave him my secrets.
Yes.  He got a lot that day, but not in the way that you're looking for.
I tried.  I let him tell you two off.
He asked my permission.
I said okay.
It was my choice.
I am not this glorified being that you both make me out to be.
I am not worth the insane amount of attention I have received.
That is why.
And no.
Both of you tried kissing me when I was alone with you.
Both of you tried changing my attitudes on him.
I do not respect anyone who does those things, without good reason.
Your reasons were both selfish.
He did not burn my bridges for me.
You both did that on your own.
I refuse to be the other girl, so you both know.
Neither of you honoured that.
One of you broke it the first day.
The other, a few days afterward.
Both of you told me you wanted me to be happy.
Or at least from what you talked to me about, that's what I assumed.
And anyway, caring about someone means you want them to be okay.
And BOTH of you have told me you cared about me.
Maybe even loved me.
But this is now how you treat someone you love.
No real connection with?
I'm sad you cannot understand the chemistry that my eyes have been opened up to.
Again, I did not burn any bridges.  You two did.
And quit the lying.
You do TOO hold that against me.
You don't want me to be happy with someone other than yourselves.
How are you two friends right now anyhow?
That's the only question I think I'll ask today.
I don't need to need you anymore.
And you two have what you should need,
And if it's not enough, then maybe you should question who YOU have no real connection with that you're feigning.
I AM okay right now.
I did need you all before.
You were all my safety net when I was weak.
But I am not weak anymore.
I keep getting stronger and stronger and stronger.
And I think that bothers you.
I'm not trying to prove a point.
I'm making the decisions that should have been made before any of this mess could have happened.
What you're doing here?
From the past few reports I've recieved..
It's not much of anything but remaining immature children.