I need to save this.

When I said "other opportunities", I did not mean  a specific person.
I'd like all of you to know that this other boy was not even a thought at the point in time which the girl ended it.
She ended it because she wasn't happy.
Oh, and for those of you who don't think I've changed,
I'm sorry you don't get to see me much.
I'm sorry you can't see what I'm like now.
I had ONE moment of weakness,
And the person I thought I could still trust BROKE that.
He'd been there for me for three fucking years.
It wasn't even my decision that he was there when I broke down.
He came to MY house, expecting something from me.
But you know what?
I have moved on now.
He isn't who I wanted him to be.
He never WAS who I thought he was.
So I'm growing up.
Because that's all that's left to do once you lead a childhood full of playing "grown-ups".
On a little sidenote:
I'd like to know why you two still even care about any of this.
It baffles me.
I don't have to be involved in your lives.
I can just drop out, and never be seen again.
So why does it seem like you two won't give up?
I'm not worth it.
Just go away.
 You both have girlfriends,
And neither of you can be friends with me.
Why don't you stop fucking up the relationships you have now and just start LIVING?
You don't have to follow me on tumblr.
You don't have to talk to me every single chance you fucking get.
You don't have to care anymore.
I'm going to be okay now.
I don't need you anymore,
And I'm sure as hell you don't need me either.