I'm feeling pretty empty right now.
I am alone.
And that scares me,
So much more than it did before.
I don't have my safety net anymore.
I did away with it.
It was all me.
Sure, there were up-sides and many good things that came out of getting rid of it.
But now I'm scared.
I HAVE to be strong now.
I don't get the option of being weak anymore.
Perfection isn't necessary,
And I'm learning that every single day.
But I'm scared.
I don't know why it's all hitting me right now.
But it is.
And I have to deal with it.
I have to be strong.