Saturday, December 10, 2011

I want to know.

Why did I not crash today?
Is it because I would have died if I had?
Is it because the universe I'm in at this very moment,
Cannot let me die?
Would this not exist if I had been fated to die today?
Would I be someone else?
Would I even be alive?
I wonder these things because each day I live,
The reasons and ways I could die grow.
Each week, more and more is added on.
I've spent almost 18 years on this planet,
And yet I haven't come very close to death.
Why?
All I want to know is why.
I'm NOT complaining at all..
But I just want to know.
Is there a reason?
Do I have a purpose I have yet to find?
Or is everything always as it should be..
And am I just supposed to live in one of the infinite-numbered universes
Until the day I die?

I need some serious sleep.
I can't do this anymore.

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