You're voice is small and fading.

Did you know that it hurt me to hurt you.
Did you know that I wanted to marry you?
Did you know that I wanted to be with you, live in a huge house, with a bunch of huskies?
Did you know?

But you know what?
I can't do that with you.
You're not going to be that kind of person in the future.
You're not going to go anywhere until you get your shit together.
I can't feel bad for that.

This is going to hurt like hell.
I had to put the cow away, and I forgot about the unicorn.  I'm going to need more pillows.
Not to mention all the pictures and I love you's scattered about my room.
Then there's also the fact that everything, EVERYTHING reminds me of you.
You've been my life for 3 years, and everything that's happened during those 3 years is all you.
I just have to make it through today.
I just have to make it through the night
Then maybe I'll be okay.
I just wish I could see the light.

Everyone's telling me that I made the best decision I could.
They told me I should be happy.
But I can't be happy until I know you can be too.
I still love you.
I still care about you.
I just am not entirely sure how to go about showing it,
Without giving you hints at a future with me,
Because right now?  There is none.
I'm sorry.
But I'm not going to change you,
And I'm not going to be harsh.
Just be safe, please?
School's going to be hell today, you of all people should know that.
Don't think this was easy.