What the hell.
What the hell am I going to do now?
What the hell am I going to do now that I know these things?
What the hell am I going to do now that I know these things and the feelings attached?
What the fuck.
What the fuck am I going to decide?
What the fuck am I going to decide that might potentially ruin the rest of my life?
WHAT THE FUCKING HELL.
I just don't even want to be here anymore sometimes.
I just don't want to have to deal with life.
And recognizing how alone I really fucking am in the world makes it ten times worse.
I could make myself even more alone if I want.
I could lie to myself too.
I don't know how to do what's right.
I don't know how to do what I should.
I'm so fucking fucked it's not even fucking funny.
FUCK.
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