And you smell like how angels outta smell.

I'm killing myself for you.
Every time I torture myself with thoughts of you.
I don't wanna be without you.
I don't wanna live without you.
I don't wanna breathe without you ((you're my oxygen))
I hate that you do this to me.
You don't even have to do anything.
I turned on the cd wondering if it would change things.
As if, by some miracle, I changed.
I doubt it.
I'm staying clean today.
I cast a spell and I want it to stay on track.
I said harm none, and that includes me.
Saved this time,
But for how long?
I miss you more than I can ever explain.
I'm sorry for what I did.
But he almost found out,
And third strike, I'm out.  He's gone.
<3