It's a wonderful feeling waking up next to him.
I know I seem angry, but I'm very happy.
I just don't want to move.
I want to hold on to that feeling forever.
Today hr agreed with me when I talked about the future.
Our future.
That was nice. And very much so needed.
I will miss the days of carefree happiness..
But things are changing, and we have two options,
One: Ignore and fall apart.
Two: Change a little, and become stronger.
I'm going for the first option.
I think he is too.
Fighting didn't happen until these past few months.
I'm sorry for that.
Our anger isn't... what some might expect.
It's just bottled up and explodes at the wrong times.
Things get so much better when we talk.
I love talking.
And I think it's still something you're learning.
So I'm going to get ready and then slip into bed,
Talk to you for a few minutes,
Then sleep.
I'm always excited for another day I get to see your face or hear your voice.
I don't know what I'm going to do if that ever changes.
I love you <3
I know I seem angry, but I'm very happy.
I just don't want to move.
I want to hold on to that feeling forever.
Today hr agreed with me when I talked about the future.
Our future.
That was nice. And very much so needed.
I will miss the days of carefree happiness..
But things are changing, and we have two options,
One: Ignore and fall apart.
Two: Change a little, and become stronger.
I'm going for the first option.
I think he is too.
Fighting didn't happen until these past few months.
I'm sorry for that.
Our anger isn't... what some might expect.
It's just bottled up and explodes at the wrong times.
Things get so much better when we talk.
I love talking.
And I think it's still something you're learning.
So I'm going to get ready and then slip into bed,
Talk to you for a few minutes,
Then sleep.
I'm always excited for another day I get to see your face or hear your voice.
I don't know what I'm going to do if that ever changes.
I love you <3
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