Saturday, March 12, 2011

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry to all the girls who have tried getting close to me.
I'm hard to keep track of,
I'm hard to hang out with.
I'm hard to understand.
I'm hard to be friends with.
But you know what?
I understand that.
And I've given up trying much, anymore.
There's too much behind all of this.
Too much to explain, or even try.
And it's easier to fall..
Into the arms of a boy
Who listens but doesn't have to understand.
He's the only true friend I've ever had.
He keeps track of me.
He hangs out with me,
He understands me,
He's my best friend.
And he's the only one who's tried this hard, ever.
I don't have one of those 'lifelong' friends since birth.
I've never had a friend for more than 5 years.
I'm just not normal.
And that has it's advantages and disadvantages.
But it's what it is.
It's a fact.
So consider it before you think I'm someone to get closer to.
It's going to be a challenge.
So good luck to you.
And goodnight.

1 comment:

Jaime Nichole said...

Don't apologize. And I don't care, I'll still hang out with you anytime no matter what. I'll still listen to anything you have to say. I'll still be here. And I'll get close to you if you let me. And I think most of your friends do understand that. Love you Jenna <3