I like this feeling.
Being awake, and happy.
Not worrying about tomorrow,
Only set on the sensations of living right now.
It’s nice.
I know it’s good to plan,
But I’ve been doing that pretty well the past few years.
I have a decent GPA,
I have awesome friends,
I have ideas for education in the future,
And I know what I want to do (at least currently.. things change)
I want to stay like this forever,
Smelling the bacon sizzling on the stove,
Knowing the eggs will be next,
And finally I can enjoy an actual breakfast in the morning.
I don’t get that at my house.
Ever.
It just doesn’t happen,
Unless something terribly wrong has happened the night before.
And then at that point, it’s not fun anymore.
It’s fake.
I like this realness I sense here.
I always do.
Maybe that’s why I keep coming back,
Or maybe that’s the reason sometimes I hesitate to.
Chilling in heaven is fun and all,
But at some point you have to go back to where you came from,
And frankly, that’s not as much fun.
At all.
So I’m going to just sit here enjoying myself,
Not worrying about what I’m going to have to do.
I’ll do that later today.
Or tomorrow.
I know I don’t have forever,
But I have another year.
So give me a break.
<3
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