Saturday, February 12, 2011

Caught in the Between

I keep checking facebook,
Hoping you've said something back.
It's pathetic.
I should be stronger than this.
I lasted more than three weeks.
Why did it have to come to this?
I don't fucking get it.
I seriously don't.
I wanted to be strong.
But now that you've wriggled yourself back in,
I'm at a loss of what to do.
Do I feign the hatred again?
Obviously that didn't work,
Do I quit cold turkey, 
And never look back?
I've tried, and failed.
Do I give up and tell you how I feel,
And let you decide what to do?
Hell no.  We see how that worked last time.
I just hope your happy.
Sometimes I wish you weren't, but I really do hope you are.
I miss you.
I guess that's all I can really say right now.

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