This is how I feel, right about now.

-Then you're doing what I did.  Hearing and seeing what you wanted.  Take a step back and look at the truth.  If I didn't understand the way you thought, (at least how I see it currently)  I would call that a dick comment.  But you know what?  I'll give you the benefit of the doubt.  Why don't you give up?  I'm giving up and finding happiness elsewhere.  I suggest you do the same.