What gave me this power in the first place?
I hate it.
I don’t want it anymore.
Knowing I caused two people this pain,
And now experiencing it myself.
It didn’t hurt this much when the one I loved dated someone else.
Hell, what does that mean to me?
I’m so dumb.
I’m seriously so dumb.
I hate this.
I’m tempted to say I hate myself, too.
I’ve never experienced this before.
Goddamnit.
I hope you’re happy.
I want you to be, I’m not being sarcastic.
I just wish it was someone I didn’t know,
And wasn’t envious of before all of this.
God.
Why her?
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