Oh I'm hoping you'd understand..

There was a point in  my life,

Early on of course,

That I thought I was the center of attention.

Somewhere in between then and now,

I realized this is not the case.

I grew up a little. 

Stopped worrying about what people thought about me,

And moved on.

But I’ve grown up even more now,

And I’ve realized my actions DO have consequences,

Not all bad of course,

But each action has some sort of reaction.

Now I realized that I think deeper than a lot of people,

I see the flip side of whatever my opinion is,

And sometimes I feel wrong for feeling the way I do.

Sadly, this is not a good way to live,

Second-guessing everything?  Not fun.

So I’m working on finding my happy medium.

I can’t please everyone,

And sometimes I can’t even please myself.

But this should not hold me back from doing what I want to do.

If I set my mind to it, I swear I’ll do it.

I promise.