Seasons Change..

I want this all to just end now.
Not a thing I set my mind to has been going right.
Only a few things I can count as successes right now.
One would be getting the boy.
Another would be not breaking down in school at all.
But other than that..

it doesn’t seem like I’ve made much progress.
People are still angry with me,

and it’s upsetting.
I know what I did

wasn’t exactly what everyone else would do,

but it was my decision.
I just hope everything gets better.
The magic 8 ball said “Doubt it”
And I am.

"Cuz seasons change
Just like the people do
Isn’t it strange
But we all know it’s true."

( http://grey-dayz.deviantart.com/art/Summer-Love-52672473 )