Friday, August 21, 2009

You cancer's are all the same..

"You've probably never seen me like this before" His head hung low.

I noddded. I truly hadn't. I barely knew this side of him existed.

"It's not new. I've always been like this." he looked up only to speak.

It didn't suprise me, not at all. It just struck a chord in my heart and I felt for him. I understood his pain.

"Your a cancer right?"

He nodded in response. It barely registered with me, because it was so dark out.

"You cancer's are all the same." I chuckled.

He looked up a bit confused then smiled. "Kae right?"

"Yup."

"What's up with that chick?" He didn't ask out of confusion. His eyes turned into pools I thought I might want to dip in. Though I know he wouldn't ever let me that close.

"You have the same personality as her." I paused, he looked up questioningly, I went on. "She was a cutter, but you could never tell."

"I wouldn't go that far."

"I know."

We reached the car. He got in, and I got in. We took off in silence.

"So what are you gonna do?"

"I don't really know."

"You're torn."

"This is true."

We turned down another darkened street.

"I guess you'll have to choose."

"It's so unfair."

I nodded. He looked over at me, then back to the road. I rested my hand on his shoulder. I couldn't sympathize, I'd never been in this type of situation, but I understood. His heart was in two different places. He was torn.

We reached my house. I reached to grab the door, but hesitated. "What are you gonna do?"

"I honestly don't know."

"I hope you figure it out." I gave him a hug and got out of the car.

"Me too."

I closed the door, and leaned in the window, "I hate seeing you like this."

"It's not unusual."

"I know. But.."

He gave me a look, I chose to not continue.

I started walking towards my door and he waved.

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