Yeah.

And I feel like giving up now.
Yeah.

Even when it'd be harder to give up than to just
P
U
S
H ---> through.


I know I'll never been good enough.
I know I'll never find something I'm good enough at.
I know I'll have to live with that feeling.
...but I don't know how.


And yet I get hate thrown at me.
Not because I think I'm amazing,
But because they see it a different way.


To a certain extent I understand their points, their views.
But I cannot agree with the ignorance that is
The rejection of
MY point. MY view.


When there is refusal to see,
what is so completely honest in front of them,
I cannot condone the thoughts. The feelings.


I change topics.
When the true point is.
That I cannot please anyone.
Including myself,
With what I do.

And so I lay my head down.
Arms crossed beneath.
Feeling helpless and lost
Knowing it won't just 'pass'