a few things to add tonight
my lust has gone away
or at least hidden from the light
despite its needs and wants.

also to add the simplicity it is
starving for two days
and how delicious it feels.
in rememberance of the fallen angel.

and i must not forget the fact im not quite done
giving up on friendships
that may seem worthwhile only certain points
when i know its not true.

(and i need you now somehow)

but not to get mixed up in that again.
this time it'll be pure weakness,
challenge,
need,
and
strength.

don't ever think I'll forget.