im scared

im scared.
unprepared.

i hold my future
in my hands

but i'm still scared
extremely.
to a high degree.

i reside
in my mind
a little old place
i call home

i wander
aimlessly
wondering
hopelessly

i know not
of what is to come
of me, myself, and i.

but i know for a fact
it wouldn't be good
not that it would
or even that it should
i deserve all that's coming.